I listened to Joel Osteen's podcast, teaching me that God has placed in me an amazing potential. I should safer ate from negative, critical people who do not add value to my life
As the day went on, I started getting depressed. I had dropped the kids off at school.... I did not have anyother program lined up for the day..... I shed a tear or two.
As we all know.... It is darker at the end of the tunnel, the pains are always worse at the end of the pregnancy.
My prayer as I cried this morning was "Lord, I know you have something big for me.... just give me the patience to wait for it, to wait for Your time."
I live a very comfortable life, I have always been satisfied with what I have. I have the most wonderful husband who loved me to bits, 3 perfect, loving and very little boys. We lived in one of the choicest estates..... I knew people who wanted what I had. But then I wanted more.....I was not used to not having a drive, a purpose after my kids have left for school.... I wanted more. This sudden stron desire that I started feeling for sometime now should mean something and I pray for the patience to wait for it.
